ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





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LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Friday, January 05, 2007

11:18 AM

yes no doubt i have a seriously boring lifestyle here in london.im like sitting down here in potters bar just doing crap online and watching the hits non-stop.yes what a waste of time when im down here in london.owells today shall be my so called relax day.thanks to the stupid trip down to hertfordshire or however you spelt it i cannot head down to central london to shop as i need to be back "home" by like 2:30?so yea which means that my travelcard will be wasted what the hell.owells.damn the hole in the window is starting to look pretty cool to me somehow.took a number of pictures of it.i think it looks kinda emo looking ok in the picture as the background of it is some open field in which you can see thorns in the bushes and all.pretty cool.will upload the photos when i am back home.yes that's right!am feeling super shitty now.turned on bbc to check out the weather forecast earlier to see what the weather will be like on tuesday (my wimbledon day) and it turns out that it is like expected showers on that day.what the hell.that is like WAY bad.damn i am like so going to start praying EVERY SINGLE DAY that tuesday's weather is going to be something like that which we had yesterday.nice and sunny and hot.yes i was like just walking around central london in plain t-shirt and jeans with a jacket on.yea something which i would wear in singapore.so im sure you can tell that the weather here is certainly not THAT cold at all.owells.the stupid window fixer is not here yet when he was supposed to here like an hour and a half ago.damn i am so starting to think he died.yeapp a particular will chadding.interesting name.heh.ok just realised that we are leaving for wales soon and i have not packed.owells it's just like a three days two nights thing so lets see just two sets of everything.easy peasey.it's like crap now as i have not eaten and there is like nothing which i can eat in the house.imagine this ALL the food and drinks are like GONE.there's not even milk in which i can dump into my tea no fruits,no cookies no NOTHING.the only things which i somehow managed to find is like some left-over chicken from like what two nights ok so i am most certainly going to pass on that and a couple of packets of maggie mee.yes thanks i came all the way to london just to eat maggie mee.something which i can find in singapore.what the hell.then again how do you cook maggie mee?HAHAHA i honestly have not a clue.owells i am still wondering what in the world will i be doing once i am back in singapore.everyone is like back in school or working.think i should start working again or better still work on my tennis.yea that is a good idea.im thinking of partying again once i am back in singapore any takers?yay party with me babyy.i miss my dog!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;